I wanted to take a second to share with you some of my feelings about this site... the reason I've upgraded the old "message board" to this new type of forum... and some of the reasons I did it.
When I was first diagnosed with Moyamoya, I immediately jumped on the internet to see what I could find out about the disease (mainly so I could figure out what exactly I was going to be dealing with). Secondly, I wanted to find others who were going through (or had already been through) the same emotions I was experiencing being diagnosed with such a rare disease. I wanted to
communicate with other people "out there" who were knew
exactly what I was going through.
Much to my dismay, there was virtually NOTHING out there at the time which could give me a
positive outlook on my future with Moyamoya!
Sure, I found a lot of generic information about how Moyamoya
could be a fatal disease... how there wasn't a lot known about the disease... blah, blah. But the one thing I found difficult to find on the internet was actual
communication with other Moyamoya sufferers and supporters! People who had "been there, done that"! It left me feeling
alone and still with so many questions!
I remember finding that 1-800 (turned into a 1-900) phone number to the supposed "Moyamoya Support group" in Iowa that led to nowhere. I remember the disappointment I felt when there wasn't anyone there for me to talk to.
I also remember the
absolute comfort I felt when I was finally able to run across a few folks on the Harvard site (and I do mean
a few) who I could actually
communicate with. I met Kathy Van Meter and her son Brian (who had already had surgeries at Stanford), Tricia, and Elaine C. It was the first time I actually felt like I wasn't in this all by myself and it completely changed my attitude towards my future with Moyamoya! THANK YOU Kathy, Brian, Tricia, and Elaine!
As a sufferer of a rare disease, I can honestly tell you one of the most comforting feelings in the world is knowing you aren't the only person in the world who is experiencing the same feelings. Those of you who've been there know exactly what I'm talking about!
With that being said, I think this new forum can make a
real difference to others who find us. Not only to other Moyamoya sufferers themselves, but to their families and friends who are searching for answers. This format will give us the opportunity to
communicate more easily and become more of a support group for others out there who feel like they are "all alone" when they find out there is something wrong with their brain.
I don't want anyone to have to EVER come to the internet searching for information on Moyamoya and feel the same lonliness I felt the first time I got online looking for support!
WE can change that!! We can make a difference!!
Respectfully,
DJ