
I am at such a rough place right now. Prayers & alone time with God are the only things keeping me from losing it seriously. I am a mom of 5 & grandma of 2 & its hard keeping up w/all my children, especially my 7 month old & 4 year old sons.... I am just plain old exhausted.
Frustrated, because I am starting to feel that because of Hawaiis limited resources, I & other moyas like me here will get shafted & get stuck receiving care that may be detrimental instead of instrumental.
I am a Kaiser member & according to my neuro, moyamoya is not something thats common, (well she said recently, the asian explosion here has brought many new moya patients seeking help) but with their limited resources & limited experienced doctors who have a good grip on this disease, I may just have to settle for a good surgeon who has no more expertise in moya than any other brain surgeon. I have had prior disabilities & have been receiving state medical aid, & I dont know if they will cover any surgery costs.... especially for something as complex as this.

I am trying as humanly possible to stay as optimistic & prayerful as can be for all the right chips & players in this game of saving my life to fall into place..... please say a small prayer for me & for other moyas here in Hawaii who have very limited resources & really no where to turn, other than to you wonderful folks on this site....
If anyone has any info or any where they can direct me in where to look for proper help, please feel free to share.
God Bless you all......
Enough rambling.... thanks guys.
Blessings
~ 808annie