Hi Yassi,
Yay, that's great news that you have a plan of action!!!! I think sometimes that the hardest thing is not knowing the course you'll be on. Well, you won't be sorry about coming to Dr. Steinberg - you'll be in the best of hands with him and his team at Stanford.
We'd love to meet you while you're here, and would very much like to offer you and your family whatever support we can. Will your parents be coming with you?
I'm sure, as you said, that you feel scared, nervous and anxious. Neurosurgery isn't something anyone wants,and I won't begin to minimize the gravity of it. It IS very scary! However, I hope you can take comfort knowing that the treatment of MM is commonplace at Stanford. I sometimes think that Dr. S could do these surgeries with his eyes closed!
Anyway, I'd love to talk further with you. Maybe we can hook up on the phone prior to your trip to California. Please don't hesitate to keep asking questions . . . you will definitely be in my prayers.

Jill