It is so weird, (today is my bday) and I remember last year, I fell into such a deep depression, I didn't know why I had my stroke, or what was wrong with me, that I almost did not even want to go out into public, it was horrible. I realized, that I have so overcome many fears, and it all takes time, That some days I do get super worried, but I know now, its just going to take time, I can always pray, and I will know what to do, I remember being so afraid, of being in public, having to go, I would scream and cry! I now want to just be out, and enjoy myself, I have many days where I am afraid, but they are now few and in-between, and I wanted to thank everyone, for always being here for me, when I needed somewhere to talk/vent, someone always replied, or talked to me, thank-you everyone, I just wanted to let everyone know, thats new here, it is a hard tough road, but as long as we stand for one purpose, we can help so many people along the way, and thats what we are doing, and with time, we can all feel better about selves, thanks everyone

Happy Birthday Michelle,

Despite all you have been through, both personally and with your son, you emerge strong and positive and are an inspiration to all. You have certainly learned to dance in the rain.

Enjoy your special day.

Hugs,

Lore

First let me say HAPPY BIRTHDAY( a little late).It wonderful to see that in just a year you've been able to take your life back.That's amazing for all that you've been through.My daughter's strokes and surgeries were almost 7 yrs ago and I still have days that I just can't handle what the strokes have done to her life.I think you've put so many of ours thoughts into words.Moyamoya is just a part of our life we can't let it take over.It's very comforting to know there are people here who can totally understand and be great support.Time really does heal the mind and body if we let it.....
Mary Grace

Happy belated birthday!!

I read your post and just had to reply.  You have been through so very much and you should be so proud of how you rose above it all!!  You certainly have alot to give yourself credit for and I hope that you treated yourself to a wonderful Bday!  You certainly deserve it!  And here's to many, many more!!

Gretchen
son, Matt diagnosed 10years ago and doing well!