Hey everyone,
                 I just had to come in here and sit down and tell someone whats going on. I just got off of work and come home to find a note attached to my door AGAIN. this time social services is back with a vengence the note said they had another child protective referal well the only thing i can think of this time is jake had a bad seziure he learnsd to ride a bike with no traing wheels well he still falls and i assumed that was what brought the seziure on so that is what i told them at the hospital, well of course i should have known better than to go to er here but i went anyway iam not financaly able to go out of town every time and i thought something this simple would be ok but of course not but anyway they are back i havent called them yet to see what the complaint is  i went ahead and called a lawyer and told him my case how s.s. is always after me to take my kids away and put them in a home and how every time the case has been dropped he thinks i have a good case for slander and harrasment. but even though i know i havent done anything wrong do you know how i feel right now i am scared angry iam an emotional wreck i feel like going up there and just beat the life out of these people they make me so mad if they only knew what i had to deal with they would leave me alone its not just them i cant even go out in public with my kids with out some smart--- saying something cruel about why do you have so many handicp children do you do something to them? i always reply no god thought i was special enough to give them to me but you know what i tired of this to  i hardly cant even function anymore i dont know what to do i hope nobody gets upset with me for posting this  just wanted to get this off my chest

Geez Sandy I think that is horrific!  You have enough on your plate without this harrassment.  It makes it so hard for you to get the proper treatment for your children.  I hear horror stories all the time about social services actually/literally losing children in the system and these are kids that really need rescuing from abusive parents etc..   Then here you are, a great caring parent getting flack when you should be getting help.  The system stinks!  I wish I had words of wisdom for you but I can't even imagine.  I just feel very badly for you all.   Please keep us updated.

Lisa