Michele
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Mar, You are correct that like 47 million other Americans, I do not have health insurance. If 1 in 2 million people (or more!) have moyamoya, how many of them are in the very same situation I am. Like many of you, I was diagnosed and was looking for answers. I came across this site and was relieved to see that many others had the same diagnois and have been successfully treated.
"I wasn't pleased to see that there were others like me, but I felt comforted to know that there are others that have and were experiencing what I was." message board moyamoya.com
I also discovered the Stanford website and became aware of the genetic research they were conducting. It was my understanding that a person could submit a genetic sample and they would test it to see if your moyamoya is genetic. I was especially concerned because I have a 1st cousin who most probably also has moyamoya. I thought for the sake of my family, I should find out if I have a genetic mutation that has caused this. According to my current Dr. I have moymoya because I smoked for 20 years. I have not been able to find anything that indicates moyamoya is caused by smoking. I am aware that smoking increases the risk of stroke. I then contacted Stanford and requested to participate in the genetic testing. The following is the email I received:
7-24-08 Dear Michele, Your email about a recent diagnosis of moyamoya was forwarded to me. We are happy to discuss the research aspect of moyamoya with you, but are also interested in getting help for you with regard to treating your disease. If you would like Dr. Steinberg to review your case, he would be happy to do this free of charge. Have you looked into whether or not you qualify for any state Medicaid programs since you say you are uninsured?
When I got this email, I believed that they (Stanford) would somehow help me get treatment. It took several weeks for my Dr. to get the CD to me with my MRA's and MRI's. Once I got the CD, I sent it to Stanford. When I didn't hear from them, I again emailed. This was the response.
8-29-08 Hi Michele,
We received your films on CD. You are scheduled to be reviewed at our next case conference. We usually have them on Mondays, but this coming one is Labor Day, so it will be the next one. I'll be in touch as soonas you case has been reviewed.
I again emailed Stanford the Tuesday after they were scheduled to review my CD. Again, here is the response.
tues.9-9-08 Yes, we did. I will call you today. What is the best number?
I emailed back with telephone numbers that I could be reached at throughout the day. When they didn't call, I emailed again for the next several days to let them know what number I could be reached at throughout each day. I was honestly praying that my diagnosis was WRONG. I had come across another person on the internet that had been misdiagnosed, and I was praying for the same although I knew the chance of that was slim. I also was curious about what kind of "help" they could offer. On Friday morning of that week, I sent another email and basically begged for them to call me. By this time, my family members were calling on a daily basis and we were all on pins and needles. Late Friday afternoon I got the call. The left side of my face and my left hand were numb when I got the call, but this happens several times a day, and I know that I just have to keep going until it goes away. I tried to listen to the information I was hearing, not understanding most of the medical terminology. But I remember hearing "surgery on one side, possibly 2", "need another test", "Let us know if there is anything more we can do." I then asked if they could mail those results to my doctor. I was hoping he could explain them to me. They said "no we can't, but we can send a letter to you and you can show your Doctor." I then asked about the genetic testing and expressed my concern for my children. I was told even if it is genetic it might not be traced to my children, but could be a cousin, etc. I don't remember the exact explanation, as I said, I was in the middle of a TIA when they called. I have never recieved the letter. My Dr. has never even suggested surgery and I wasn't even aware of it until I found this site. Without that letter to back up a suggestion for surgery, I don't know what to do. But was still hopeful about the genetic testing. Later that same day I recieved the following email:
9-12-08 I have to emphasize, that the study is not diagnostic and you will receive no results. We are actively researching moyamoya and hope that contributions like yours will lead to answers.
I then explained to my family that we would get no results from the testing. The overall response from my family was this was a big waste of time and got our hopes up for nothing. On this site, there have been so many people who were promptly treated. Thank the good Lord for that.
"My daughter (21) was diagnosed and had her two surgeries at age 17. After years of migraines, we learned that she had had two small strokes early on in her life. Once we finally had a diagnosis, she was in her first surgery two weeks later." message board moyamoya.com
"Because of what I have learnt here, within less than a month after diagnosis, I will be having surgery, and my life will be saved and my little girl will continue to have the mother she needs and deserves." message board moyamoya.com
BUT.. as I said, what about those of us who don't have those resources? It isn't anyones fault, and it certainly isn't Stanfords fault that we don't have insurance, and aren't eligible for medicaid or medicare. I never implied that it was anyone's fault I don't have insurance. Like Mar said, 47 million Americans don't have insurance and that IS real. From the sample posts above and many others, some people may get the impression that Stanford is going to save us all. If you don't have the resources, the REALITY is, they aren't gonna do much. At least Rebecca knows her sister isn't the only one in this situation. According to the ethics posted on this site, that is what we are here for.
2. It is the mission of Moyamoya.com to provide a place of support, aid, and assistance to sufferers, et al after they have found the site and would like to inquire more about treatments and other people’s opinions and experiences. message board moyamoya.com
I haven't had the chance to read everything on this site, but I have spent alot of time here. I was fully aware that someone might have a problem with another poster saying anything negative about Stanford. Apparently I am not the only one who has been concerned about expressing unpopular opinions on this site.
"I am just concerned that if one of your members happens to have a view that differs from yours (or some of the other members), do you consider yourself doing “injustice" by allowing them to express their views/opinions?" message board moyamoya.com
If I choose to post my personal experience in an effort to make someone else aware they are not alone, and someone else wants to get offended, so be it. I'm not going to apologize for my experiences or feelings about those experiences. Unlike many of you, Stanford HAS NOT saved my life, despite what some of you may think. I have received nothing tangible from them that would even assist in my healthcare.
To Shan, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I do not know how much of your information will help, most of your suggestions I have already looked into. BUT, you obviously spent alot of time researching options for me and your post literally brought me to tears. Thank you for your genuine care and concern for other people. With the support and encouragment from people like you, we should all continue to seek proper medical treatment whether we have insurance or not!!! I will also continue to thank God for people like you and Lisa, etc. God Blesss You all.
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